OMG

I am in the middle of yelling at Devin, that child, OMG
I swear that no one listens to me around here, they just yell my name and then ignore what I say, Devin could say mom a million times a day, he just wants me to do what he wants or to figure out what he wants, . He gets into my frig and freezer a million times, getting out everything from frozen tater tots to crown, hey I would like a shot of that actually.
so this has been a realllllllllllly hard week and I am skating thin so I have not been around much and don't have much to say. I just breath, sometimes that is hard to do I feel, so I know I am a blessed person and I am grateful, but I prefer to praise when I am feeling better, so this is just a stop in to say, I have momma pains, from 2 year olds testing me to a 12 year old that I am aching for in his new, yet we had a feeling was coming, health news, not enough read this for me to go into detail, he has my same heart condition and I am, we are, adjusting to this news, not much will change, but a few things have to, he is okay with this, a brave young man.
But it has been alot to take in, and Devin well is rare form this week, on top of sick kids since Sunday, if we are not sick we are high maintenance, so I am mentally worn down thin. If I could just run away, But I am not that brave, mean, desperate; Whatever the word is for someone that bails on a tough situation, its not me, I will complain than just get back in the saddle and hold on tight, whipping kids every once in while.